Yea I came back... I drew sooo many pictures that I could be proud of myself ^^ If I only can show them on DA... -.- My freakin comp is broken so I can't do anythin now -.-... But I have inspiration in fantasy. All my drawings subject is fantasy but I used M&A style to draw them. I totally love that it's the best thing to kill the time and forget about bad thoughts... I have many of them in my head now... I was sick for few days so I have a lot of time to think about this freakin life... Four deaths of ppl who were important 2 me, made me thinking about that everythin is so empty and pathetic... Well... I'm in really bad and hopeless mood... I just read fantasy books and draw or meet my friends and then pray for pass this year as good as I can... Shit I said pray? Well thatz the next problem... God dissapeared for me faster than he appeared... I'll rather go sleep... Btw I must learn a lot and I havent got much time... 5 tests, and the screenplay for school performance which I must finish during one day, and 2 make matters worse I play one of the main characters so I have to learn long text... I'm glad about the role but the time is limited... Crap Crap crap... If I made it all during one week it'll really be an achievement... Well... I must finish now I'm soo tired I need to go sleep... I haven't got time to find my own ass by two hands so I'll better keep working and then rest a lil...
The only things that I can't stop think about are: existence of God, glaring unjustice, betrayal, harm, war and death... Oh how I like to think about less problematic thinghs -.-...

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"If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love?"

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