Cheruby-Daredevil

It's gettin better at all. University is coming soon. Terryfying. Well but one more month of freedom behind me. I'm starting work in piercing studio soon, before that I gotta submit some of my latest cosplay pictures to DA, and few more pics I drew (huh but first gotta take it back from my bf ^^').. So.. Ya. I'm goin back to watch my 2nd season of Grey's Anatomy and then goodnight. P.s. My fucken computer died I'm in despair my whole music got destroyed T^T

It's freakin kill me from the inside.. How long could I take it?... I wish I could wake up just before the middle of the august.. When all my dreams could finnaly come true... When I never would be sad again.. I can fully live only in my dreams... Till the day I wake up and I'd finnaly be there where I should have been - there in your emberance... The biggest misfortune befall to me.. But... Why does it fill my heart with such a bitter but crazy happieness?... *** When i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever you're not around!... ***

Yea I came back... I drew sooo many pictures that I could be proud of myself ^^ If I only can show them on DA... -.- My freakin comp is broken so I can't do anythin now -.-... But I have inspiration in fantasy. All my drawings subject is fantasy but I used M&A style to draw them. I totally love that it's the best thing to kill the time and forget about bad thoughts... I have many of them in my head now... I was sick for few days so I have a lot of time to think about this freakin life... Four deaths of ppl who were important 2 me, made me thinking about that everythin is so empty and pathetic... Well... I'm in really bad and hopeless mood...